Official髭男dism – Sanitizer [Official Video]

Official髭男dism – Sanitizer [Official Video]

Soaking into the ethanol, various moistures I wish to offer,
Stings through my damaged skin with torture, I just don’t want you seeing what I harbor, But right here at least, even just for this moment right now, all I want are warmth and humid cover,
I want to spill all my weakness forever, yet I hate that weak side of me altogether. I keep taking advantage of all your kindness, "everything's fine”— I took your words for granted,
But the moment I got them, I quickly lost all of them, demanding this and that for painkiller to stop it, My fingertips keep tearing open again and again, even when I try to hold down my raging hopes so blue,
These persistent pathogens are clinging on to my heart, and I just pray they will never infect you. Oh baby, only this thirst I struggle with, only this little hole that’s right here,
I have a feeling that, it’s not something that you’re supposed to fill for me, I promise I won’t pretend I’m fine no more, I want to wash away everything clean completely,
I’ll hold my head high, live properly with dignity. I’m baby, protecting someone as myself and guarding one with my own hands,
This is the first step toward loving you as love demands. I’ll never return to the past, even if I have bruises all over me,
Even if my broken heart is full of creases, I remain the same as me entirely. I keep taking advantage of all your kindness, "everything's fine”— I took your words for granted,
But when I got them, I doubted and threw them all out, I lashed out and hurt you without meaning it, Before I knew, I was being tied to the IV drip, my immune system is blaming me for being so weak,
Yet the spreading pathogens only continue to grow, how I wish I could tell you how much I’m sorry. Oh baby, only this pain that keeps growing, only this “hatred” that lives in me,
Everything is meaningless if I rely on things to let me be healed, I don’t need any carefree fantasy, even if this hurtful life keeps bringing me the ache,
Want to try to win against myself for my sake. I’m baby, I am still learning to take pride in being somebody as myself,
I know these were all the things essential to loving you well. Seeing how I cursed my own weakness, you watched me as you laughed about it, and that’s why you have saved me once again, With these hands of mine covered in so many cuts and cracks, and my fragile heart that is full with stains and blemishes, yet you’ll smile at me with your gentle eyes so softly then, Not only becoming the “you” that I see, but also the “me” that’s worthy of you, that’s all I wanted to become. Oh baby, only this thirst I struggle with, only this little hole that’s right here,
I have a feeling that, it’s not something that you’re supposed to fill for me, I promise I won’t pretend I’m fine no more, I want to wash away everything clean completely,
I’ll hold my head high, live properly with dignity. Oh baby, this pain that keeps returning, this “hatred” that keeps coming back again,
Even if it pierces through and also eats my heart from deep within, I don’t need any drastic drug no more, even if I’m tortured by anxiety,
I’m believing it, I’m truly believing in me. I’m baby, protecting someone as myself, and guarding one with my own hands,
This is the first step toward loving you as love demands, I will wipe away these suffocating feelings, even if it’s only surface of them,
I’ll clean myself up before I go meet you again.

New Digital Single「Sanitizer」
(‘25.12.1 OUT)

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[VIDEO CREDIT]
Director : Takuto Shimpo

Director of Photography : Mao Ohkawara
Film Loader : Hiviki Shono
2ndAC : Shiori Tagaki (MAZE PROJECT)

Lighting Director : Shohei Nakagawa
Lighting Assistant : Mari Tezuka (MOVIEingWORK), Kota Endo (MOVIEingWORK), Torai Hiwatari (MOVIEingWORK)

Roadie : Shota Kinebuchi

Hair And Makeup : Katsuki Chichii (beausic Inc.)

Stylist : Shogo Yanagi
Styling Assistant : Kazusa Shimojima

Colorist : Yukino Kobayashi (Artone Film)

Record Label : Kazuma Moriya (IRORI Records), Yuji Yoshino (IRORI Records)

Artist Management : Kazuma Horie (Lastrum Music Entertainment), Aika Fukuzumi (Lastrum Music Entertainment)

Location Support (Geimori Studio & Cloud Lodge) : Kiyoshi Takase, Chiharu Yasaka, Kenta Hasegawa, Takamasa Honma

I.T.REC：Tomohiro Ikeda

Location Coordinate : Takanori Matsumura (GROUP-A COMPNY)

Production Driver : Kyohei Inada (GROUP-A COMPNY)

Producer : Kota Noguchi (VIXI inc.)
Production : VIXI inc.

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