I end up lying to the other person. I don’t want to, but I just can’t fully trust them, so it happen
I end up lying to the other person. I don’t want to, but I just can’t fully trust them. So, it happens. Still, there’s no point in constantly doubting someone and stressing myself out. I want to stay open because there was this time at work when I shared my thoughts with a colleague and he immediately shut me down, saying, “That’s wrong. I just wanted to share how I felt.” But instead of trying to understand, he dismissed me outright. That experience stuck with me. And ever since then, I haven’t been able to be honest with him. For example, just recently, I was struggling with something at work. And when he asked, “Are you okay?” Hey, I instinctively replied, “Yeah, I’m totally fine, even though I wasn’t, even if I want to trust someone. It’s hard to open up if they’re not open themselves. But constantly doubting them just builds up this foggy feeling inside me, and it gets exhausting.” That said, forcing myself to trust them doesn’t feel right either. I think what’s important is finding a balance. Not doubting too much, not expecting too much, but keeping some distance while still maintaining the relationship. And that balance to me means staying as open as I can, even if the other person isn’t. Because being honest and sincere on my part will eventually lead to something positive how I choose to be. Staying genuine and forward-looking is what helps build better relationships in the long run.
I end up lying to the other person. I don’t want to, but I just can’t fully trust them, so it happens. Still, there’s no point in constantly doubting someone and stressing myself out. I want to stay open — because…#國學院生作#最高#ドラマ#ギルディ#この恋は罪ですか？#新川優愛#町田啓太#小池徹平#中村ゆりか#神尾楓珠#戸田菜穂
