Not Good Enough / CATTS ft. Fukase 【Vocaloid Original】
“Hola, es bueno verte por aquí” “Espero que lo disfrutes” “Solo ignora la letra, ¿okay?” “Esta es una canción feliz” Dormí demás otra vez, me quede hasta tarde y perdí el día Sin terminar trabajos hoy, completamente inútil en todo sentido “Lo dejaré para mí yo de mañana” decidí decir de nuevo Aun cuando sé que solo estoy empeorándolo todo “Quiero más amigos” sigo repitiéndome Pero no sé cómo hablar. Trate, pero me enferme en el intento Incluso traté planear mi discurso, pero nunca hago nada Incapaz de hacer cosas normales falle como ser humano Mientras veo al mundo avanzar frente a mí Siento como me he estancado en mis fantasías Tan frustrado con mi propia cobardía Solo quiero rendirme Dejar esta vida y tratar en otra Estoy seguro de que ya te diste cuenta, que no soy lo suficientemente bueno para esto Soy basura, y lo sabes, no tienes por qué ocultármelo ahora Tan solo quiero algo de paz, por favor no me tengas altas expectativas Solo con mi propio mundo es como se supone que debo estar Mis amistades no duran, veo como mi vida cae a pedazos Pero sé que soy el culpable, demasiado ansioso como para hacer nada Hablando de eso, ¿ya te hartaste de mi parloteo? Solo déjame ser así. Quiero pudrirme a mi manera Perdí otro día, no quise tocar mi lápiz Pero es lo que amaba hacer, ¿dónde se fue mi pasión por el arte? Solo jugando videojuegos, mis ojos cansados por la pantalla brillante Solo puedo lamentarme mientras las horas fluyen Me han decepcionado de nuevo (REINICIO REINICIO) Te decepcioné de nuevo (Por favor perdóname) De hecho, es mejor si me olvidas (REINICIO REINICIO) Todos estos pensamientos se revuelven contradiciéndose sin tener a donde ir “A pesar de que lo sigo intentando, nada funciona” “Soy un desastre” Sintiéndome tan aterrado del mundo fuera de esta habitación Aun cuando sé que es algo que debo hacer Solo por el bien de los demás, sigo vivo y avanzando Pero ya olvidé lo que era mi propia felicidad Estoy seguro de que ya te diste cuenta, que no soy lo suficientemente bueno para esto Sintiéndome mal, siempre equivocado, no estoy seguro de nada Cerrándome, abrumado por la atención Toda esta culpa que siento está asesinándome lentamente “Solo queriendo complacer, pero que hay de tus sentimientos?” No lo valen, o eso creía, pero trata de convencerme de lo contrario Si lo que digo no tiene sentido, ríete de ello y mírame Con esa sonrisa silenciosa siento que no soy basura después de todo… Estoy vivo Ha pasado tanto tiempo desde la última vez que te vi Desearía no haberme ido nunca Quizás las cosas podrían haber sido diferentes Si tan solo hubiera llegado un poco antes…
Hello, ha pasado un tiempo. No tengo mucho que comentar de este video, la canción fue hecha originalmente para el álbum de Cyanide Cats “Mikumpleaños vol.2” por eso de 2021, y desde entonces que vengo trabajando el video, sin embargo por falta de tiempo y habilidades lo termine 3 años después de planearlo, me pregunto si se notara cuáles imágenes son de esa época y cuáles son actuales jaja. También como siempre, la letra y video están libres a la interpretación del espectador, aun que debo agregar que esta letra si es un tanto más personal, al menos lo era para mí yo de hace 3 años.
Por otra parte, esta canción es parte de una saga, la cual solo le quedan 3 canciones por ser publicadas, cuando eso ocurra, haré una playlist y aprovecharé de mostrar los leitmotiv de cada canción correspondiente, y como varias de estas comparten melodía. Aparte de eso, estoy trabajando una versión en español de esta canción con Len, que planeo publicar pronto.
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Hello, it’s been a while. I don’t have much to say about this video, the song was originally made for Cyanide Cats’ album “Mikumpleaños vol. 2” around 2021, and I’ve been working on the video ever since. However, due to lack of time and skills, I finished it three years after planning it. I wonder if you can tell which images are from that era and which are current, haha. Also, as always, the lyrics and video are open to the viewer’s interpretation, although I must add that these lyrics are a bit more personal, at least they were for the “me” from three years ago.
On the other hand, this song is part of a series, which only has three songs left to be released. When that happens, I’ll make a playlist and take advantage of the opportunity to showcase the leitmotifs of each corresponding song, and how several of them share some melodies. Aside from that, I’m working on a Spanish version of this song with Len, which I plan to release soon.
Off vocal + VSQx: https://www.mediafire.com/file/vog0gi9uco5poap/Not_good_enough.rar/file
Lyrics:
Overslept again, stayed up late and then missed the day
Not finishing work today, useless in every way
“Leave it for tomorrow me” I decided to say again
Even though I know how I’m making everything worse
“I want some more friends” I keep repeating to myself
But I don’t know how to talk. Tried but got sick on the path
Even tried to plan my speech, but I never do anything
Unable to do normal things I failed as human being
As I see all the world go on in front of me
I feel how I am stuck here with my fantasies
So frustrated with my own cowardice
I just want to give up
Leave this life and try on another one
I’m sure you’ve noticed, that I’m not good enough for this
I am scum, and you know, no need to hide that from me now
I just want some peace; please don’t have such big hopes for me
Alone with my own world is how I am supposed to be
My friendships don’t last; I see my life falling apart
But I know I’m to blame, too anxious to do anything
Talking about this, you got tired of my bickering?
Just let me be like this. I want to rot in my own way
Missed another day, didn’t want to touch my pencil
But it’s what I used to love, where did my art passion go?
Only playing videogames, eyes too tired from the bright screen
I can only lament myself as the hours flow
I have been disappointed again
(RESET RESET)
I disappointed you again
(Please forgive me)
Actually is best to forget me
(RESET RESET)
All these thoughts revolve
contradicting themselves with nowhere to go
Feeling so scared of the world outside this room
Even when I know it’s something I have to do
Only for the other’s sake, I’m alive and still going
But I have forgot what was my own happiness
I’m sure you’ve noticed, that I’m not good enough for this
Feeling down, always wrong, I’m not sure about anything
Shutting myself down, overwhelmed by the attention
All this guilt that I feel is slowly murdering me
“Just wanting to please, but then what about your feelings?”
They’re not worth, so I thought, but try, convince me otherwise
If I don’t make sense, laugh it away and look at me
With that silent smile I feel that maybe I’m not trash after all…
I’m alive
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This animation describes my life. I'm serious.
This song comforts me actually, especially with how the ending turned out. Honestly I teared up because these are the most relatable lyrics I’ve ever heard in my life. However you have given me a little bit more hope. Thank you. I hope you are doing okay. <3
hell yeah XDDDDD
I never thought I could relate to a song as much as I do to this song right now
This is weirdly.. relatable…
100K VIEWS LET'S GO 🎉🎉❤❤
1:48 this damn song hits way too close to home man
Some lines be calling me out huh
😯вау. Пока не глянула на просмотры, не думала, что песня такая непопулярная.
This song found me in my worst moment. Thank you for this, I feel seen (y ver subtitulos en español me hizo muy feliz )
"Yay a Fukase song, he’s my fav vocaloid!"
"Ohh nice melody and visuals"
"I relate this lol"
"He is just like me fr"
"Wow this hits close home"
"Damn."
I've heard this song in the week it came out, but just now I realised it
FUKASE???? ORIGINAL SONG????????????? NOT A COVER?????? *FUKASE* ???????????????? MY BOY HASN'T BEEN FORGOTTEN???? 😭😭😭
Did you just manage to turn me into a song </3
So happy i found this channel, non stop having been watching your videos. Love the way you tell a story with your characters
What is jeff the killer on about
I relate to this a little too much…
Why is this so relatable
HELP IS THAT JEFF THE KILLER
Les presumo que lo vi en persona
Almost skipped this song, so glad i came back.
when reading the first content warnings i jokingly said to myself "this song is going to literally be about me lol" and got stunned with how much this song resonated with my current state. Even the date on the calendar. The lyrics are what i think of myself and I am out of words. Im not trying to be one of those people that say "literally me" to every other miserable charater, but i just wanted to comment that i saw myself here.
i wnjoyed this a lot, the art and visuals are super neat ToT hope the creator doesn't read this emo text. byee
The fact this song resonates DEEPLY with everything I’ve felt for the past couple months is terrifying!! Especially with the lost passion for art… BUT ITS AMAZING REGARDLESS!!!
For those that have been asking for it: this song is now available in Spotify and other music platforms. Thank you very much for the support!
Sigh, I relate to this too much.
r u stalking me!? How do you know my life 🧐
The most “He just like me fr” song to exist
Ngl the person kinda looks like Dazai from BSD
wow okay this is just me as a song
i saw this on a tv with my mom i the room first. she was like "What'd you think of that video? That was…strangely deep…" i just said the song was fire
i feel very connected to this song ,especially the i fail as a human being part
Even if he actually did end up dying I'm just pushing that thought away because (obviously) I prefer the ending where he ends up alive because the way I relate to this is insane (excluding the SH and suicidal part) and like this it gives me some hope that things will get better this is my new favorite fukase song 😀
If only someone would care for me like that~
the details in this song are amazing, idk if its intended but here are some stuff I've noticed (most of them were from other comments but anyways).
"i feel how i am stuck here with my fantasies" 1:05 and "only for the others sake, I'm alive and still going" 3:00 could connect to the whole scene at 3:20 referring that he was fantasizing.
when the other person speaks their words glitch. same thing as "I'm alive" 3:38 glitching and the idea of "game over" could imply him ending his life. reflection on the screen 4:09 confirms it anyways.
so I'd guess he wished someone would save him and started fantasizing about it before taking his own life.
fuuuuuuck, i relate to this too much… still gonna stay in my cave of a room : P
i'm not great at speaking / talking, i legit can't explain how real this is for me though ( -_-)
I’m not sure if anyone else noticed this but, why does the beginning beat sound similar to Secret Garden.
Oh this is my favorite happy song its not like the lyrics are about suicidal stuff or somthing…
not good enough is good enough
Youtube hid this from me for TWO MONTHS…. this is peak-
"Wow, i haven't found a new awesome song that i would relate a lot in 6 months" I said with joys…
I was then staring at the screen 20 minutes after hearing this.
This is awesome!, such a beat that reminds me of a lot of song from years ago, and the lyrics really hit too close to home.
And the "I'm alive" part really gave me goosebumps.
this is so amazing bro, you made the perfect song for late diagnosed traumatized neurodivergent people (def not me.. /s)
Amazing job bro❤❤❤❤❤😊
this is.
way too relatable
why did this hit too close to home man💔💔💔
Soy ese
This song was me last year. I'd be up all night and then sleeping through the day. I wouldn't see my family much because all id do is lay in bed on my phone bed rotting. I'd get up to eat or shower but not even that I'd often. My room was always a mess and I'd get yelled at for it. Even online I was scared to interact with other people. I still feel ashamed like I can't be a "normal" person. I still have trouble with half the things but it's getting better with having a job and new friends who like to hang out
You know, I hate how relatable this is 🙂
The fact I got warned to ignore the lyrics but I never listen and continue to find out..
..I feel stupidly smart🥲
(Hope my love ones don't know what this means, I don't want to be a another problem to them)
This is so flipping relatable that it's scaru